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add me as friend ! :)
i'm a friendly and cheerful girl with no fake shit. AND! i don't roar .
come on, add on to my list of honeyssssssss . :D |
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[Nov. 12th, 2008|07:55 pm] |
i wont be back here anymore i guess. :D switching back to blogspot. get my new url from me okay? :)
the new blog's doneeee.
goodbye livejournal! |
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[Nov. 12th, 2008|04:47 pm] |
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havent eaten for 24 hrs. damn hungry but i dont feel like eating. haha.
lim xin ya says good can slim down. :D
and.. im closing down this livejournal soon. very soon.
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[Nov. 9th, 2008|07:33 pm] |
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actually i miss someone very much.
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[Nov. 8th, 2008|12:34 pm] |
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so finally, actual holiday started. after work training ended yesterday, i met up with J. :D
we went to the library so he could do his work, and i did a little bit of study. :)
and i guess he's probably the one i should study with, because whenever i started stoning or distracting myself, he'll scold me!
look at his face, so serious right. haha.
HAPPY BELATED 21ST PRIS! :)
it was my sis' birthday on the 6th. havent got the chance to celebrate with her but we're gonna eat out someday.
stay "cute"! (thats what she likes to be described as)
tmr will be my cousin's birthday. also the 21st.
happy birthday! :D
going to his house for his birthday buffet later hehe
see good food, im coming for ya'll. LOL.
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[Nov. 6th, 2008|09:58 pm] |
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despite being in a very good mood now that PW is finally over, i cried a little today.
let me first talk about today's OP. i was so nervous in the room, where i can almost hear my own heartbeat. it was that quiet and solemn. my hands were like ice cold and my breathing became difficult for that 20 minutes or so. haha im not exaggerating. this was exactly how i feel. i thought i did badly while i was standing in front presenting, but after the presentation mr lim told me it was my best presentation and i've made big improvement. that really brings my pw journey to a good closure. even the question-ans part, which is also my all-time hindrance to a decent MeetingExpectation, i managed to pull through it. though it may not be well answered, but hello, im proud that i gave an answer. hahaha! all in all, pretty satisfied and felt that bit of sadness actually when it all ended. because i feel like it's equivalent to saying goodbye to my pw mates.
as for the tearing part. i dont wish to say much. a little bit of mixed feelings here and there.
i realised i'm sure of myself no longer. i really dont know how long will i be feeling like this. i can assure you it's a really very bad feeling. it's like a mixture of frustration, confusion, lonliness.. to sum it up, it's a kind of really unbearable unhappiness from within.
i hope the class chalet on monday will be a good and fun one. it is the last, when we're still all as one.
oh, suddenly i miss the classmates. haha. i'll miss them even more next year i believe. :)
i hate it when i miss you and i cant see you for days. thats when we start quarrelling. cause we're both NOT understanding. |
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[Nov. 5th, 2008|09:58 pm] |
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i dont know if it's pms or the weather. im just very very tired today, right now. my eyes are barely opened and i'm working on my cue cards. tomorrow is the actual oral presentation. nervous, nervous, very nervous. but all the " great improvement " from my classmates really encouraged me alot and gave me alot more confidence. thanks. :)
now i've a problem. gotta reach school by 7am tmr. how to go?! the earliest bus from my hse here is a 6:10. -.-
DADDY!!!!!!!!!! please be nice for a day? hehe
after OP tmr, meeting the BF to woodlands library. :) im starting on my revision. i have to make full use of the two months holiday, because i've had a year of holiday already - quoted from MR tan chor pang. LOL. that means if i still enjoy this two months of holiday, it'll be called as the "extended" holiday already. hahaha.
okay shower dry hair iron uniform pack bag and off to bed!
goodnight!!
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[Nov. 3rd, 2008|10:59 pm] |
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everyone is busy preparing for the A levels maths paper coming tmr. sadly i'm starting on my MOB and not maths. i wanna get my H2s basics good first before school starts so i can catch up and receive more. :) i hope it's the right method!
for all dear friends who're mugging hard on maths right nw, it's just another few hours to the end of hell. so hang in there, you guys will do well. ESP YUWEN! and not to forget kerrie! xinya same as me. LOL didn't study.
all the best 07B2!
yesterday pw meeting at wei qi's house again. practiced individual oral presentation as the real OP is coming thurs. i'm so nervous please. and after the meeting cabbed down to semb with yuwen to meet chai chin the woman. :) not long after i ps-ed them and went down to suntec to find jer. hello girls i know you people are really mad haha but i've never regretted ps-ing u two for my bf. thats because even with my help, both of us ended packing the stocks at 12 in the midnight. cannot imagine if i didn't go down to lend him my hands. hehe. and then after that we went for supper before we cabbed home. :D
i wanna cut my hair la! and i wanna cut my fringe short short short short short. haha
jer u better keep quiet because i also kept quiet when u shaved botak! :)
time for bed. yawnnnns
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[Oct. 29th, 2008|07:20 pm] |
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feeling very warm right now. slight fever in the afternoon. omg better not rise any further. tmr is the "a" level chinese paper. and i hate to believe that i'm really that suay, that i always got hit by fever bugs during exam period. but it's not gonna stop me from doing well tomorrow! :D
believe it or not, this is the first time i've been so nervous for a mother tongue paper. i kept thinking.. what if i failed to get an A? when i know it's the only subject that i can score. sigh dont wish to stress myself but what to do, "Asssssssssssssssss" leh. =/
and the appeal result will be out this friday. honestly im not that afraid and stressed anymore. it's all up to fate hehe. if i can stay then good chance for me i'm gonna study for sure! but if i cant then no choice i have to go do something else isn't it. :) no point getting upset. it's true ! ( twist finger )
today's oral presentation practise made me really happy because i got comments that i've made improvement. i can't help it but to rant people please praise me! hehe. i woke up early in the morning at 4 am just to do my notes and i practised myself at home by talking to the wall aloud, taking it as the audience. can i be more sick!? LOL. but it's okay! the efforts paid off i got mostly MEs with only 1 LME. :) and because of this, i am a happy girl today!
ys you better hold ur words or u gonna regret.
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[Oct. 28th, 2008|06:39 pm] |
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 just some silly photos with 07B2 darlings. :)
see how much fun we can get just by taking stupid photos after school. i'm really gonna miss them. i remembered how the class started off like sand. now.. though it is still like sand, but at least many are making effort to mix around. and those above are all classmates i love. having them in the class just makes schooldays much easier to pass by.
and as you can see, okay, zhong ming, till this day, is still mimicking me. haha. and whenever i see this photo he took i'll laugh it off, seriously. haha. i think i don't look so dumb in that picture okay! :D
bf is sick. for days alrdy. and i still keep giving him attitude and making him angry. i'm sorry baby.
5 minutes ago he called, and i had this sudden urge to cry. stupid i know but somehow, i miss him pretty badly. and to know that he's been tolerating my nonsense though he is sick.
get well soon love, so we can go watch coffin tgt. :) :)
ps: sorry girlf. i will make it up to you, not on purpose yo! :) muacks!
nv felt so pampered.
to end this off, (click 3 times)
anyway i dont really get what he means hahaha. i can only conclude zhong ming is a sicko. :) lol
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