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(no subject) [Jul. 6th, 2020|08:43 pm]

add me as friend ! :) 
i'm a friendly and cheerful girl with no fake shit. AND! i don't roar . 
come on, add on to my list of honeyssssssss . :D

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(no subject) [Nov. 12th, 2008|07:55 pm]
i wont be back here anymore i guess. :D switching back to blogspot. get my new url from me okay? :)
the new blog's doneeee.
goodbye livejournal!
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(no subject) [Nov. 12th, 2008|04:47 pm]

havent eaten for 24 hrs. damn hungry but i dont feel like eating. haha.
lim xin ya says good can slim down. :D

and.. im closing down this livejournal soon. very soon.
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(no subject) [Nov. 9th, 2008|07:33 pm]
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actually i miss someone very much.
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(no subject) [Nov. 8th, 2008|12:34 pm]
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so finally, actual holiday started. after work training ended yesterday, i met up with J. :D
we went to the library so he could do his work, and i did a little bit of study. :)
and i guess he's probably the one i should study with, because whenever i started stoning or distracting myself, he'll scold me!
look at his face, so serious right. haha.

HAPPY BELATED 21ST PRIS! :)
it was my sis' birthday on the 6th. havent got the chance to celebrate with her but we're gonna eat out someday.
stay "cute"! (thats what she likes to be described as)

tmr will be my cousin's birthday. also the 21st.
happy birthday! :D
going to his house for his birthday buffet later hehe
see good food, im coming for ya'll. LOL.

iloveBlackBlack. hahaha!

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(no subject) [Nov. 6th, 2008|09:58 pm]
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despite being in a very good mood now that PW is finally over, i cried a little today.

let me first talk about today's OP. i was so nervous in the room, where i can almost hear my own heartbeat. it was that quiet and solemn. my hands were like ice cold and my breathing became difficult for that 20 minutes or so. haha im not exaggerating. this was exactly how i feel. i thought i did badly while i was standing in front presenting, but after the presentation mr lim told me it was my best presentation and i've made big improvement. that really brings my pw journey to a good closure. even the question-ans part, which is also my all-time hindrance to a decent MeetingExpectation, i managed to pull through it. though it may not be well answered, but hello, im proud that i gave an answer. hahaha! all in all, pretty satisfied and felt that bit of sadness actually when it all ended. because i feel like it's equivalent to saying goodbye to my pw mates.

as for the tearing part. i dont wish to say much. a little bit of mixed feelings here and there.
i realised i'm sure of myself no longer. i really dont know how long will i be feeling like this. i can assure you it's a really very bad feeling. it's like a mixture of frustration, confusion, lonliness.. to sum it up, it's a kind of really unbearable unhappiness from within.

i hope the class chalet on monday will be a good and fun one. it is the last, when we're still all as one.
oh, suddenly i miss the classmates. haha. i'll miss them even more next year i believe. :)

i hate it when i miss you and i cant see you for days. thats when we start quarrelling. cause we're both NOT understanding.
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(no subject) [Nov. 5th, 2008|09:58 pm]
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i dont know if it's pms or the weather. im just very very tired today, right now. my eyes are barely opened and i'm working on my cue cards. tomorrow is the actual oral presentation. nervous, nervous, very nervous. but all the " great improvement " from my classmates really encouraged me alot and gave me alot more confidence. thanks. :)

now i've a problem. gotta reach school by 7am tmr. how to go?! the earliest bus from my hse here is a 6:10. -.-
DADDY!!!!!!!!!! please be nice for a day? hehe







after OP tmr, meeting the BF to woodlands library. :) im starting on my revision. i have to make full use of the two months holiday, because i've had a year of holiday already - quoted from MR tan chor pang. LOL. that means if i still enjoy this two months of holiday, it'll be called as the "extended" holiday already. hahaha.

okay shower dry hair iron uniform pack bag and off to bed!
goodnight!!

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(no subject) [Nov. 3rd, 2008|10:59 pm]
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everyone is busy preparing for the A levels maths paper coming tmr. sadly i'm starting on my MOB and not maths. i wanna get my H2s basics good first before school starts so i can catch up and receive more. :) i hope it's the right method!

for all dear friends who're mugging hard on maths right nw, it's just another few hours to the end of hell. so hang in there, you guys will do well. ESP YUWEN! and not to forget kerrie! xinya same as me. LOL didn't study.
all the best 07B2!

yesterday pw meeting at wei qi's house again. practiced individual oral presentation as the real OP is coming thurs. i'm so nervous please. and after the meeting cabbed down to semb with yuwen to meet chai chin the woman. :) not long after i ps-ed them and went down to suntec to find jer. hello girls i know you people are really mad haha but i've never regretted ps-ing u two for my bf. thats because even with my help, both of us ended packing the stocks at 12 in the midnight. cannot imagine if i didn't go down to lend him my hands. hehe. and then after that we went for supper before we cabbed home. :D

i wanna cut my hair la! and i wanna cut my fringe short short short short short. haha
jer u better keep quiet because i also kept quiet when u shaved botak! :)









time for bed. yawnnnns
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(no subject) [Oct. 29th, 2008|07:20 pm]
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feeling very warm right now. slight fever in the afternoon. omg better not rise any further. tmr is the "a" level chinese paper. and i hate to believe that i'm really that suay, that i always got hit by fever bugs during exam period. but it's not gonna stop me from doing well tomorrow! :D
believe it or not, this is the first time i've been so nervous for a mother tongue paper. i kept thinking.. what if i failed to get an A? when i know it's the only subject that i can score. sigh dont wish to stress myself but what to do, "Asssssssssssssssss" leh. =/

and the appeal result will be out this friday. honestly im not that afraid and stressed anymore. it's all up to fate hehe. if i can stay then good chance for me i'm gonna study for sure! but if i cant then no choice i have to go do something else isn't it. :) no point getting upset. it's true ! ( twist finger )

today's oral presentation practise made me really happy because i got comments that i've made improvement. i can't help it but to rant people please praise me! hehe. i woke up early in the morning at 4 am just to do my notes and i practised myself at home by talking to the wall aloud, taking it as the audience. can i be more sick!? LOL. but it's okay! the efforts paid off i got mostly MEs with only 1 LME. :) and because of this, i am a happy girl today!

ys you better hold ur words or u gonna regret.
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(no subject) [Oct. 28th, 2008|06:39 pm]
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just some silly photos with 07B2 darlings. :)
see how much fun we can get just by taking stupid photos after school. i'm really gonna miss them. i remembered how the class started off like sand.  now.. though it is still like sand, but at least many are making effort to mix around. and those above are all classmates i love. having them in the class just makes schooldays much easier to pass by.

and as you can see, okay, zhong ming, till this day, is still mimicking me. haha. and whenever i see this photo he took i'll laugh it off, seriously. haha. i think i don't look so dumb in that picture okay! :D

bf is sick. for days alrdy. and i still keep giving him attitude and making him angry. i'm sorry baby.
5 minutes ago he called, and i had this sudden urge to cry. stupid i know but somehow, i miss him pretty badly. and to know that he's been tolerating my nonsense though he is sick.
get well soon love, so we can go watch coffin tgt. :) :)

ps: sorry girlf. i will make it up to you, not on purpose yo! :) muacks!

nv felt so pampered.

to end this off, (click 3 times)
anyway i dont really get what he means hahaha. i can only conclude zhong ming is a sicko. :) lol


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(no subject) [Oct. 26th, 2008|12:56 am]
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went over to suntec to find jer after school yesterday. surprisingly, saw bren bren and jihui there. LOL so they became my companion for the day. :) thanks yo!

yishun and then airport with j as well today. damn tired because we walked ALOT. can die. but i felt happy today though, i dunno why. however my mood was pulled down when i get home because i felt pressurized by my mama and my papa.

i know what i should do. i really know. i may not be doing up to ur expectation. i know i have wasted this year away with such unhealthy lifestyle. i can't promise to change right away. i need time to adapt. i just wanna spend these few days or this 2 weeks to take a break away from school stuff apart from PW and relax myself so i can have ample rest before i start to study. of course when i've decided to appeal for retention in yr 2, i've alrdy planned what i want to do and what i wanna achieve. i'm rather sure of how to walk down the path because i have an aim. what i need is encouragement, really. i dont wanna hear things like.. " if u continue following THIS KIND of friends u will regret " blah blah blah. i love my friends. of course i know who is good and who is bad. i mix with so many different friends. but it doesnt mean i haven't learnt my lesson of not studying. dont say such things to make me drift away from you two, please. and.. the thing i hate to hear most is you commenting on something that i love, very much at that. i need approval, i need support, i need assurance and trust. trust that i really know what i'm doing, can?

on a lighter note, i've been a really happy girl lately.
i see the changes. i really did.
all im doing now, is just so i give myself a chance to become happy.
is that wrong? i dont think so. this time, everything is different. :)
i know, and that's enough.

okay, time now is 1:05 AM. i gotta go shower and head to bed right away. PW meeting in town tmr early in the morning at 11.
ending off the day with a tired face.
yawn.

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(no subject) [Oct. 22nd, 2008|11:12 am]
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monday is a long day.  left school at 6.30 then off to suntec to meet jermyn.
today is another long day because i'll be at town to do my project work stuffs but in actual fact is to go eat good food la haha. :)

hope my appeal letter will get approved.














" because you are a part of my life my dear "
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(no subject) [Oct. 19th, 2008|11:54 am]
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yesterday was so dead. after project work at qiqi's house, botak xavier came to fetch me, xinya and kerrie. he drove us to chomp chomp! :)
after which sent us to white sands. we walked our way to e-hub and caught a movie at 2:30 am. EAGLES EYE. wtf. that was where i paid 10 bucks not to watch a show, but to sleep. i was only awake for the first 5 minutes and after that i knocked out. i wasn't even aware that the show ended if they didnt wake me. sigh they said it is a nice show. :(

so after that i rushed my way back to down town's macdonalds and continued sleeping, completely ignoring the two of them. LOL. i think i am so lousy because im the only one who slept. we reached the marathon venue at 6:30! see the roads were empty and the sky is so clear blue. nice!! :)

and then it was fucking HOT when the sun had risen. luckily everything ended at 10 plus so i cabbed home. hehe.
now.. damn shagged but still dont feel like sleeping lehhhhhh tskkkk.

oral presentation tmr to miss soh. she better be nice! :P
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(no subject) [Oct. 17th, 2008|08:07 pm]
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another week passed. time seems to pass even more quickly now. whilst everyone is working hard down on maths, i thought i should put in more for project work. will be having another meeting tmr at weiqi's house together with xinya's group doing WR. :) and... today is so wasted. i thought i could go out today as school ends at 12:45. but because of pw consultation, we stayed back in school and waited till 4 plus before it's our turn. thus, i reached home at 7! tsk

so, zac lim has been constantly reminding me " yushuang have to work harder okay? have to stay in school and study okay? a year later still a good student. " and today, he added " yushuang must guai abit okay? " stupid zhong ming la! haha who asked you to mention about me ******* in front of him! !@#$%^&*()_  LOL but dont worry kkkkk i don't blame you hehe.

finally, mummy is feeling abit better about my promotional status. i told her what i want. though she's still very affected and disappointed in me, i know she still cares. seeing her like this gave me more than enough drive to do well next year. ( i hope i can do as good as i say ) daddy's still the same, irritating as always nagging NON-STOP. i mean never-ending!

i hope saturday night till sunday afternoon will be fun! :D
marathon duty with e girlsssssss
let's treasure the time k. :)







labels : all that's left. now dont regret.
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(no subject) [Oct. 15th, 2008|05:17 pm]
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yushuang cried buckets today. really upsetting.
i got my promotional status back today - counselled to exit.
i can't even retain. if i wanna retain i gotta appeal on condition somemore. and i need approval & support from my subject tutors. how bad can things get? now i am not sure if i can successfully appeal to get retained.

on the other hand i feel really happy for my two girlfs. yuwen and kerrie got advanced up to year 3. you guys are brilliant girls. so better dont let me see the two of you come down to year 2 to accompany me okay! thats if i can get to retain of course. as for xinya, please dont cry anymore. dont be disheartened. we will work hard tgt if possible. dont waste the next year. i believe u can do well if u study because you'r intelligent, right? :)

i'm so gonna miss 07B2. just imagine next year, when i write my name class and date on each and every assignment, instead of 07B2, i have to write 08B_ . how saddening. i will miss zane, ivan, zhongming, shengwen, jasden, rain ... each and everyone of them. i wish u guys all the best. and i just realised, i really got to cherish the time left with the class, especially the class chalet in nov.

the four girls are separated. i will miss all of our nonsense. worse of all, i've to accept and get used to yuwen not beside me during school hours. just imagine for the past 2 years, we eat tgt, sleep tgt, do pe tgt and study tgt. everywhere i'm in school, she's just beside me. and vice versa. and she's so convenient, like whenever i need someone to talk to the first person i turn to is her. imagine when something happens to me next year and i look to my side and she's not beside me? no yuwen to crap with anymore. no more taking 178 home tgt. even when taking exam, i look behind me and she's not there. to the toilet, without yuwen. things will be so dfferent. but girlf, lty's friendship wll not just go to nothing like that, right? i'm really scared too. scared to lose you. scared to lose lty. no wonder they say good times dont last.

it's okay. if i can get to retain, i will still look forward to school everyday with xinya. :)
this time i really regretted. never have i felt so regretful for not studying. now i cant go up together with the class.
i hope my appeal will b successful, and i will go according to my plan. but if i can't, then i can only accept it and turn to other decisions.

mummy and daddy gonna be so disappointed. i hate to see their faces. u know, that kind of upset and disappointed face, like they are giving me up, like they dont know how to guide and teach me anymore. :( i'm so sorry.

such a failure.
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(no subject) [Oct. 13th, 2008|11:06 pm]
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today is a very shagged day. school ended at 8 plus. i reaached home near ten. when i'm home, i got so hungry i realised i only had that plate of mixed veg rice during break and a hotdog delight in the noon for the entire day. i had no time for dinner because school dragged up into the night and i just wanna get myself home because i'm alrdy so tired.

did maths in class today. my progress for maths is really slow so now everynight i'll dedicate 1 hr of my time to practice. :)
and on my way home.. i thought of so many things. and i know other than studying, i'd no other way out. so instead of thinking what else i can do, why not make do with what i can do now and do my best? well.. i shall talk to mommy soon. sighhh.

okay i'm really sleepy because i slept at 3 in the morning and woke up at 6.30. i should quickly head to bed so i got more mood and energy in class to do maths tmr. :D

it's not that i'm simple, not that i'm pretty, but that you're appreciative of me, unlike others. :)
but cruel reality gave me a slap and woke me up telling me that that i could really be alot smarter.

goodnight singapore.
goodnight all lonely souls.
goodnight girlfs.
goodnight you.

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(no subject) [Oct. 12th, 2008|10:06 pm]
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back on my feet, people! :D
had a great day at weiqi's house doing pw. okay... more of like enjoying. hahaha!
but it was fun although many of them are like in a bad mood.
and... zhongming, now i know how much you care. lol. he's really very concerned about me and yuwen. he kept nagging at us and trying to brainwash us so we could quit smoking. he is so irritating i swear but at the same time i was really kinda touched. because no one has ever cared so much and sincerely wished i could quit. :)
though you're like wasting ur effort, but i still appreciate it alot!

it's a long day and i'm kinda tired. but just received a surprised call from hubert lim so i'm gonna meet him in another 30 mins or so. wanna upload photos but not much time to do so. it's okay i'll upload them later when i'm back! quite looking forward because i haven't seen him for so long! :D :D :D

tmr will be another long day... pw till 8 plus in the evening then celebrating maverick's birthday. sorry to say i'll be skipping it because it's at JE and imagine how late is that when i reach home. haha sorry!

okay i gotta get my ass out alrdy. byeeeeeeeeeee!!
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(no subject) [Oct. 11th, 2008|11:04 pm]
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i've been like living in denial. haha.
now, suddenly like woke up from a dream i refuse to wake up from all these while.

i really believe in myself now, i don't deserve such treatment even if i did sth wrong. even if it is something wrong, i alrdy did it already, what for keep blaming myself and make myself feel so bad and tired. as long as i forgive myself, i dont need to care if others can forgive me anot. like i've said, i live for myself.

i sincerely wish u all the best, jermyn.
wish you can be really happy with the girl so much more prettier than me. :D
sorry if i've ever hurt you and this will be the last time i say it. we both have our own thinking, i dont blame u for anything, i hope u wont hold anything against me as well. i've always said, anything u happy jiu hao. :) not to say whose fault or who's treating who better or whatever. i always believed things take two hands to clap. since it over, we shall not bring it up ever again. it's been dragging way too long. not only for you, but for me too.

i dont feel that i've lost something, because i realised i've never gained anything. therefore you shldn't be feeling sad, yushuang. i can be more cool and optimistic. after a sleep and when i wake up tmr, i would've forgotten everything and forgotten this person. haha u guys might think, "where got so easy one!"
but i've gone through the same thing before, this time will be so much easier. :D

it's really over and i'm glad i can be so calm writing down all the thoughts.
thank you yuwen too. i'm really glad and proud of myself for never ever doubting you or giving you up.
i know u can make sacrifices for me. i love you even more today, girlf.
now i know who is the one who i really can count on.
haha i know you're very happy la idiot, cause u really "helped" me to end everything right?
to let ur effort not go down the drain, i'll show u the happy yushuang back very soon. back to how i was before the 8th august. :D mwahhs

no doubt, i let it go already.
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(no subject) [Oct. 10th, 2008|02:52 pm]
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yushuang's such a sad girl todayyyy









suffocating!

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(no subject) [Oct. 7th, 2008|07:58 pm]
[Current Mood | optimistic]

tired day. stomach cramps is giving me hell.
ys: mr lim may i go to the toilet
mr lim: ya you ok? u look unwell
ys: stomachache
mr lim: kerrie go toilet w/ her
ys: menses
mr lim: *gives the faint look* give too much info la ( or sth like tht )
class: =.= laughs

tmr is OP. kinda nervous because i dont dare to present in front of so many people. i hope i'll be calm and composed! and.. seems like conflicts are all over recently. hang on people! PW will be over really soon yo!! :)

it's been long since i last enjoyed myself out w/ friends. i miss gatherings. i miss wilson. i miss hao yee. i miss tripod. i miss shenn. i miss wan ting. i miss joey. i miss justin. i miss alvin. i miss bin pei. i miss cc. i miss xavier. i miss kenken. i miss hubert lim. i miss alson.
i miss the bbq i organised last year. we shall have one more soon, okay people? :D let me organise it la, stupid yuwen say organise organise till now still see no shit. hahaha.

till then, check out the date on this friday night! :)
im all excited for it you know. hahaha. cause xinya asked me out one! LOL
first time this girl ask me out at night and till morning please. w/ yuwen and bren. hopefully all can make it la huh. :) it'll be fun w/ just us girls. xoxo

and xinya! pls ask me out to practice maths with you okay!! like what u've reminded and stressed me, "3 weeks awayyy"

from yuwen's journal:
haha! dont listen to that shuang! she's the real les one la! she influenced me okokokokok!
but i still love her! :D
why cant she just admit she's e one who is so sick and always influencing me. obvious right??! tsk.
but at least she admits that she loves me :D HAHA. and i know she loves me very much. always feel happy to hear her say she loves me, really. brightens me up okayyyyy! <3 <3 <3
lty, girlf. :)




:) pls wake up, ys.
set ur priorities right & be fair to urself!
learn to not deceive urself.

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